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I just logged onto my dA, the first time in God knows how long, and I cleared over 400 messages. And, the interface now on dA is so damned confusing... I don't even know where to begin. Between MySpace, GaiaOnline [I know, I'm a tard.], and just everything with my family, my life has been way too overwhelming to even glance at dA. As hard as it is to say it, I don't think I'll be on here much longer. I can never produce enough decent artwork, and moreso lack the patience to go through all the messages. I'll drop in from time-to-time, but only for a few set of friends that do not have GaiaOnline or MySpace. So, if you want to keep in contact,

so my father's been sober for 60+ days, now. i'm so proud of him. i about lost it last sunday, when he was gabbing on about going back to work to get jojo and i something really nice for x-mas. i know he's trying his hardest to get his life back. and i almost want to say that he has. he has so much more to mend with jojo and i, but i can't say i have a single shred of doubt in him. grandma is going to try and get him out this friday. if not, he'll definitely be back home the following monday. i almost want to go back to the old house and tidy it up for him. i wonder how buddy's doing? and who's taking care of him? other than that, jojo's b

how i am sitting here crying over something that bastard did. how can someone consider to forgive someone who abused and neglected so badly? i don't understand my own reasoning right now. i thought i would hate him to eternity's end. but it seems that i still respect and love him as my own. even though my kin just came to in my life. it's hard to let old habits go awry, guess. he's still my father.